i'm such an idiot. today's the only day in my life that i arrive late for school. well yes its the hols already but i forgot entirely that i had to clear the workshop by 5pm. 5 PM!!@!@#!# !@# and i arrived at like, close to 6!! what an idiot. i guess i was so used to hanging out in school till after hours that i just overlooked everything. argh. what an idiot. sorry mada for all the inconvenience caused. argh.

after packing everything outside the workshop, returned stuff back to studioland and went to look for floaty at the staff pod. had a good talk with Sanjay, then left for tau hway with floaty. i appreciate everything floaty's advices and how she's really trying to help, but stubborn as i am, i'm unable to accept it all yet. i might in time to come, when something happens, but for now its not soon.

my works are juvenile. need detachment. need to be objective. need to learn from those who are doing well. need to change working habits. need to work smart. need to strategise. need to REMEMBER goals and reason for being.